it's awesome guys. well, epic if you do stare at the DATE *haha* but yet it still me. alhamdulillah, saya masih lagi mampu n rajin nak usha blog nii. lets make it easy, byk gilaa aku nak cerita tapii tak larat nak taip *pfff* . first, aku taktau kenapa malas gilaa nak buat SEMUA benda. when i said SEMUA, i mean it. aku malas makan, berjalan, study apa lagi n benda aku paling rajin is BERFIKIR.
second, aku rasa RINDU semua orang *even yang aku benci* haha. aku rindu gaduh, nangis, gelak mcm org gila, termenung jauh.. haishhh semua laa. yet you can never have a better tomorrow and brighter future if you don't stop thinking about yesterday's problems. hmm mungkin sbb tu aku dapat virus MALAS.
third, cakap pasal fikir. yes aku banyak gila berfikir, like serious shit banyak haha. sampai aku demam, sakit, semua laaa. the reason aku berfikir is, aku PARANOID *welll kadang kadang* haha. biar laa, at least i could see the world. lama juga laa aku nerdiam diri n tgk alam nii haha. byk manusia, byk ragam fuhhhh penat nak describe satu satu :)
forth, IMPIAN. banyak laa impian aku. and he knows that. nak capai impian tapi usaha aku tak cukup *kadang kadang tak usaha punn* penat org yang nasihat aku tuuu, haishhh kesian kesian tapi aku tak buat apa apa pun. masuk kanan, then otak scan sekejap lepas tuu exit dekat kiri. haihhh be strong adhilla :D
okay maybe last, someone *haha* pernah cakap dengan aku. Dont say you're happy becauseeverything is alright. be happy because even when everything's complicated, you're still doing fine. *haa kinda laa kot*
*take a deep breath, n let go*
okay done with these thingy. have fun adhilla. you know Allah always there for you kannnn! get a new life not a new adhilla. chill.
btw, uollsss!
